I've been feeling alienated as well. Just know that many people aren't sympathetic because they simply don't have the experience you do. All we can do is never make the mistake they do. Give people the benefit of the doubt and try to understand them emotionally. I do not feel for their lack of emotion however, that is selfish. Let's not be that way and help as many people as we can who also feel alone . I'm here and rooting for you. The internet is a beautiful thing. Just know that we know your pain, you are not alone, and we want you to find happiness in life someday.