Hi Cider - thanks for an interesting and insightful post yet again.
I did ride yesterday. Even if only for 20min. And my horse went very well, so I at least felt good and like I had accomplished something.

My pdoc writes my script. I don't actually have a GP at the moment, because I never go to the doctor.

I think I also have an above average IQ and that kind of mind that always wants to push the envelope. It means that with my pdoc I can be very much a part of the treatment process, and even suggest possible med combo's. My t used to find me a bit of a challenge due to the nature of my questions and thinking.