Thanks everyone, stopdog you're right, I don't need to decide right now.

T also said if I was in crisis I could call her, or I could call "just to chat" (I'm not sure when it would be appropriate "just to chat" with my therapist?) Anyway, it's comforting to know she'll still be there for me while I'm gone, and that she'll be here when I get back. I guess I'll wait until I get back to see how I feel and if I need to go back.