Im right there atm too, but I can't even tell her. I wrote poema for her, but I dont know how to tell her how mich I got attached. I want to accept it for now, but I dont know if its just plain sick.ans then I felt too hurt to talk to her last night, and I just shut down... And there were so many things u wanted to say but couldnt because I thought, heel, how can I tell her how intense feelings I have for her?

I think I really have to let her know bc this is eating me up.

I have no idea if its gonna do any good, tho.

How long have you been with your T?
I ince exoerienced it in the past, and I fantasized avout her long after. Back then I was a teenager and thought I was dealing with romantic feelings, but now I know its not that but that deep, dark desire to lean on someone whom im not too much for, probably related to my mother issues.

I totally hear you. I have no idea who to talk to about it. I just had a threat on attachment. All I know is I want her to know, want her to know everything, but I can't say the words...