Thanks Quebec. I struggle asking for support sometimes and this is a safe place to do it even though I forget that sometimes. Today is challenging, no nitemares but got up early, was able to get a nap though. I honestly don't remember now if when I posted it was yesterday or the day before. The time stamp says yesterday but I'm not sure. That's how foggy I am sometimes. I will make myself go for a walk this evening again. And I'm going to take a shower soon also. I signed up for health insurance on the marketplace today. It was a huge stressor but I think I got a good plan. The premium is about $15 less than the total cost of my meds right now paying out of pocket. Plus I can go to PCP or psychiatrist without continuing to rack up my huge bill even more. I can't believe I lost coverage this year but it happened. I'm thankful for this coming year. My head feels really spacey, I was gonna run a few errands a little bit ago and I got in the car and had the 'this is not a day to drive' thing. Too complex. I'll try again tomorrow. Thanks and hope folks are having good days and taking best care they can of selves.