So, for various reasons I will not be cutting again, not unless I decide I want to end up in a whole lot of trouble. And that's fine, I am ok with stopping.

The thing that is bothering me is how to keep myself safe when I am dissociating. Traditionally that led to much worse injuries, but now it could lead me to a total hell. Is just being committed to stopping in the here and now enough or am I kidding myself?