(((hugs))) to those who need them and want them...
I like the idea of the long term results. Try and remember that these individual courses WILL be over. You will pass, fail, drop out, or have an incomplete. Usually, you can take it over, or take a different one. It isn't the end of the world. You can slow down, take your time, or don't do it at all, OK? You have permission to decide what you can do.