I have been a caregiver most of my life for people. I hate injustice, fight to see people treated well. with respect etc. My plate is full of issues up close and personal and I feel like I have very little to give. I have been a lurker here for the better but of a year after being a very frequent poster. I don't have anything left to give much of the time.

I care,deeply, for others but it starts this thing where I feel powerless. So I am pretty much being selfish and asking or my own needs to get met.

IRL I have loved ones going through tough things and my life ain't easy. I don't want to be perceived as complaining. I have also spent my life never complaining because it meant I was bad or I would get hurt. So to the best of my ability to explain, this is where I am at. Just need ya to know. Y know?