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At my breaking point.. cryed so bad and so loud last night in fron of my boyfriend while he was trying to sleep. It started by not being able to get my mom to bring me a pack of ciggs which i am totally dependant on... and it went into full blown wailing... embarressed that i made a fool of myself. i am home all day alone everyday i dont leave for anything and even though i like it this way, i still crave to be able to socialize... which there is no way i can unless i am on here... and no one is responding to me... i feel helpless and like i dont exsist and not worth anything... i need help bad but no one is answering me
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 Stephanie
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Borderline personality disorder, Agoraphobia, Social phobia, Depression, Anxiety, Pre-menopause, Sleep apnea, Fibromyalgia, AVPD
Meds- Cymbalta, Latuda, Aderall, Nuvigil
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