I've had 51 treatments over the course of about 10 months (2014-2015, when I was 17-18). When I started I was a bit psychotic, had quit eating and drinking, stuff like that. After a few treatments I started eating and drinking again, but besides that, it didn't help me. However when they stopped (after 10 or 12 treatments I think, because it wasn't working for my mood and stuff) I immediately got worse so they started again, but I didn't really get better again even though I kept having treatments.
So it got me eating and drinking again but that was it. It did wipe away almost all of my episodic memory (except the bad stuff - as in, major trauma -, I still remember that). I didn't really mind for the most part, except sometimes in therapy we were trying to figure out where a thought or similar thing came from but we couldn't really figure it out because I simply didn't remember. (Example that does not relate to me - if you were called 'fat' all your life and your episodic memory is wiped away, you might not remember being called fat anymore, yet you'll still have low self esteem and think of yourself as fat)
Also my paternal grandparents died about a month ago and it really bothers me that I have so few memories left of them. I counted them a while ago and it basically came down to 2 memories of the one and 3 of the other pre-2014. That makes me very sad.
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