Pretty irritable today. Exhausted. Depressed though not severely, I think. Last 2 days I've come home from work and laid in bed for hours staring at the ceiling and feeling overwhelmed. I know I'm in trouble. Might just be burnout not bipolar. Doesn't feel the same. Pretty sure stress and anxiety is what has my stomach such a wreck. See pdoc Friday. Tried to weasel out of it due to cost. He wasn't having any of that. I don't know why I'm angry. It's like the worse I am the more I don't want help. Anyone else like this?