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i think am kinda ****ed up ...unsure if this is the bpd or ocd am obssesed with religion going from one to another over and over again i was looking at pagan stuff but my husband wants me to remain christian so he tried to ban one forum i use but he couldnt because he didnt know the forum wouldnt ban but its banned now as my husband managed to do so i keep changing my mind over and over saying thing one moment then saying something against it the next pricking fighting with my husband over a ****ing forum that was pagan
normally id see my pastor and talk to him about it and normally he helps a lot he on holiday at the moment and i cant get to see him until he comes back on Tuesday unsure if am going to be ok why do i change my mind once and then changing it to something else so fast what the hell is wrong with me ?
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this is from a post i posted earilyer on tonight in the BPD forum but i think this maybe bipolar i also have bpd and ocd but the fact i keep changing my mind and i get really worked up over my faith this has happened over the last few day am sleeping could this be me mixed or manic sorry to post twice