Well t. I started writing my goodbye letter to you this evening. Trying to capture the overall feelings from 6 years of what has been a tremendously powerful therapeutic relationship. I don't know that anyone is a good enough writer to do it justice... but I am trying. I'm at 431 words already and I think I better stop now... actually I guess that's not so much, that's what, about 72 words for each year? Sigh...

p.s. And the fact that I can write 431 words without shedding even one tear is amazing and a testament to the strength that you have helped me to find within myself. Oh I'm no fool I know the tears will come when we're face to face saying goodbye and in the days after but... that's to be expected... seriously t. Had I tried to write this letter even a month ago I'd have been bawling already. Those last 3 sessions that we had before I took this break were pretty darn amazing.

And now I need to stop thinking about this for a few days.