If you ask me, Nothing, just stay true to your spirit. Just because it deviates from other peoples norms doesnt make it wrong or anything.
I felt liberated realizing I was asexual and that I dont have to deal with pressure of dating and sex.
You seem to have a need for someone and thats another problem. That was my problem also, the need. I got rid of the need. You are obviously not me so I dont know what to say, maybe you just need to find the right person.