Mindwrench - Thank you for your reply! I'm high-functioning bipolar; anxiety is my worst problem. That's just what I was wondering! Is it the anxiety causing this.

I have a new therapist, and she pointed out that my anxiety is due to CPTSD, which I had not thought much about. I described how one of the executives at work is treating me (everyone - its not personal), and she said that of course my anxiety is going to be tripped by this person because of the way I was treated in childhood.

I once had a coworker describe an incident where I was yelled at (previous job), because he wanted to talk about what a jerk that client was, and I couldn't remember it until he repeated it to me multiple times. It was only a few hours later. I think I just block things out that I don't want to think about.