I just feel like I'm a bit off- especially lately.
I'm sleeping well, not taking any medications. But it kinda feels like I'm "losing it". And it's beginning to interrupt my daily life. Some examples:

1. When doing tasks like laundry, cleaning, etc., I'm aware that I'm doing those tasks, but it feels like I'm there and not there at the same time. It makes me often forget everything that's happened. I look back, something is gone, and appears somewhere else. (I'm sure there's a better way to explain). This has been happening way too often (more than once daily).. where I do things with little recollection, then forget details. I'm only 17 and it shouldn't be happening this early..

2. I'm beginning to struggle socially. I keep my head down, my voice is inappropriately loud sometimes, and I laugh or do things at inappropriate times. Such as mumbling or talking to myself, doing weird actions, etc.

3. I feel numb to everything. I can't feel emotions a lot of times. I've lost interest in many things. I do present emotions, but it feels almost like an automatic reaction, as I don't feel feelings behind it. And if they are there, they're only there for a second, then goes away.

4. I'm beginning to struggle with school, comprehending questions, skipping classes, focusing.

5. I feel unsympathetic. I went off to college, and ignore my parents calls, and never think about them at all. It feels as though I don't care at all about them for some reason. Not even my "friends", who I have stopped talking to lately as well, just to test how I feel. Nothing.

What's your opinion? Yes, I know I should've gone to a therapist by now. But if I go and my insurance doesn't cover it, my family will know, and I don't care much for talking to them.