Thread: Dear T : I Need To Tell You Something, but Don't Know How(Part XXVIII)
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Old Dec 07, 2017, 03:07 PM
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Oh R,

Why am I evasive and avoidant, even in the one space where I know I can say whatever I need to? 'We both know what it's punctuated by...'

Well, maybe we do, but 'in order to slay the demon, you must first speak its name' (Pratchett, I think...) Last time I spoke the name, my friend made me jump out of my skin with her exuberant celebration. I don't want you to go that far...but please help me say what I couldn't say six years ago, and let this out...God knows I need to.

Also...your remark about my having the skills for self reflection? Scared me to death. Felt kind of like a pre-emptive goodbye. Hope not.

See you next week, hopefully both of us will have recovered from our respective illnesses.

Lost
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