I was worried you'd think I was too clingy and attached already, last week, 'cos I emailed you and texted you, even though it was about practical matters.

But today you said that you understand that I need to take time to build trust with you, that my experience with T(wat) has made that harder for me, that our 'therapeutic alliance' is still new...

and I realised - you really don't know, do you? Because I haven't told you, I'm scared to tell you... how much I appreciate you, how warmly I think of you, how safe I feel with you, how much I like you.

I guess I somehow expected you to be able to tell.