yeah... what a monkey wrench in my machine huh? damn damn damn (why isn't damn blocked? ooooops lips zipped)

i feel so damn (hee hee) good about this. Awesome in fact. like wow, i can maybe tell this dude stuff i hadn't been able to. He did not in fact shreek and run... or my worst fear, tell he that is not part of what we do here. or...ugh.. ignore it, briush it off.

SO YAY THERAPY HIGH FOR ME.

of course, we all know that by thursday he won't care and neither will i and then we'll be back to tug of war.

yes home base.... static.. static... mission one accomplished static... weekend thoughts. mission static... mission 2 potential a success... static... home base... have forgotten mission three... over.

jajajajaja

tulips...where have you been? missed your PM's... let me know how you are. And sweetie, if we knew the answer we'd be very wealthy. for me it has meant 10 months of work and a blow up between t and i

me so happy