I'm sitting here trying to figure out what to say here. I'm just not used to putting my feelings out there, but I know I have to get this out.

I'm so anxious and nervous right now. I get this way when I'm alone. My kids are all at school and my hubby is at work, and I'm left here to feel like a nervous wreck. I don't know what to do about it. I don't know what to do with myself. I have plenty of laundry and house cleaning to do, but I am so anxious that I feel like I can't even move.

I hate the mornings. They always seem to be the worse time of day for me. I don't know why, but the mornings make me feel like this. I wish there was something I could do to make myself feel better. But there's nothing. I just have to sit here and tough this out by myself.

I've tried going back to sleep, but I can't. It feels like I'm going to explode.