That it’s a roller coaster ride, I have spans of being okay and functioning and then I will have a bad period and it’s a fight to get to work so I can keep my job. Usually it’s around anniversaries of trauma or when I have excessive stress in my life

That I don’t want to be this way and if I could just move on I would. It is a never ending nightmare. I can be with friends laughing and having a good time and the wrong noise, smell, movement just releases a bad memory and steals my joy