I was bad and forgot my meds again and only got two hours of sleep last night. Couldn't fall asleep until 3 AM. I'm feeling even more out of control today. Not overly happy, but I'm just all over the place. I don't know what to do. There are so many things I could get done but I can't focus enough to do any of them.

To add to this mess, I heard demonic growling behind me while I was walking down a quiet street earlier today. Great. Maybe it was just the wind, though.