I'm at my end. I give up. No more fight. I just spent an hour and a half filling out a huge application and getting a copy of my birth certificate and come back and they already closed the office. It was supposed to be open another hour when I got here.
I'm done with everything. I am out of hope and cope. I'm sorry if this upsets anyone. This is where I'm at. I'm not going to try to sleep at anyone's home tonight or a shelter. I'll take my meds to sleep as prescribed and see what happens come morning. I just don't care anymore. I'm not even crying. I'm completely numb to it all at this point