I recently wrote my T a letter hoping to find out if she believes me. I often try to avoid talking about dissociation and how I feel such a dividedness inside (I'm Not DID). I kind of feel like she doesnt believe me. Why would she? I mean there isnt a space for me in the DSM. I wouldnt believe me if I was normal. In my letter I asked her to understand that how difficult it was to explain, how hard it was for me to talk about and how i wanted to know she understood and believe me. She answered my email back minus the believing me. Maybe an oversight? Maybe im crazy and shouldnt belive myself.