So for the most part I’ve been doing well since being discharged from iop. Had a few snags but my coping skills have helped. Tonight was my squads Christmas party. I did not attend. For the main part a few people have been criticizing my mental health since it was disclosed. Second I really don’t want to hang out with people I don’t like for criticizing me.

Which somehow led to me thinking of my purpose. My purpose in life. I don’t know what it is. I know I want to resume my mma and workouts. I would also like to fix my issues and eventually get back to the dating scene, but besides these goals, I don’t have purpose. I always thought my purpose was to help others and solve crimes but since that door closed and depression began I really didn’t have purpsoe.

What path do I take?