Thanks for reminding me that there are nice days, MOZZ.
My depression is feeling more out of control. To me, there's a difference between feeling sad & being depressed. I went to my T's today & cried like a little b***h the whole time. I've become distant from my GF, wanting to be alone; just feeling a general malaise. Then there's the hole that opens up in the middle of your chest. Yep. It's like you can predict a perfect storm coming...the arrival of "The Beast."