When I was younger I would almost always experience elated hypomania. I would feel sexy and confident. I felt like no one could resist me. I would clean, organize everything, and I would make lists of all these things I wanted to do. An example would be that I would film something and put it on youtube and truly believe that I would have a million hits by the next day.

As I've gotten older and especially lately (just came out of a major depressive episode) I experience irritable hypomania. This is awful. It feels like everything is too bright too loud. My skin crawls. I feel like I need to do something direly important but I can't remember what.