I have been in therapy since early this year. During this time I was diagnosed with severe PTSD and dissociative identity disorder. Sometimes that doesn't feel right or real AT ALL. I feel so confused right now and don't know why I am writing this post or what I want. Does anyone else ever feel this way? That their diagnosis is all wrong and they don't have DID at all? I don't know why I ever imagined I did or why my T or psychiatrist ever thought I did too. How did they get it so wrong? The diagnostic report says it was a result of catastrophic abuse but it all feels so WRONG. I can't believe I was abused. I don't believe I was abused. Why do I sometimes think that I was? Why do I sometimes SAY I was? Does anyone else do this? I just don't understand me and my life!!!