I had the most amazing experience of my life, I saw a band live that I have always dreamed of seeing. I screamed like a school girl I was so excited. I went to bed later than normal, I have just finished my finals, I took my pills later and my antipsychotic at a little lower dose because I had to work today. Now I feel yucky... I'm being very sensitive and antisocial and I'm losing a little focus. I feel fuzzy like I'm walking in a haze mentally. Not super great decisions made, but it was for a good cause, I needed to do this. A piece of me feels complete. This band has gotten me through the worst parts of my life. They've been with me when I'm happy, there for me when I was blue. I needed to do this, not really liking this yuckiness right now though. I knew the risk though.. I've been having break through symptoms that I addressed with medication and it helped me. I've got mixed feelings on this.