Hi Guy`s ,

Songs and sonnets have been written about crying , for those that cry , I commend you.

For those like myself , then I feel your pain , I even told my therapist , I would love to cry , I understand the benefits of crying , the letting go of all the pain. I want to cry...

My T once asked do I remember the last time I cried , I told her yes I do , it was at the time I was going through psychical therapy for a back injury and the therapy was not going as planed and one night alone in my room , I lost it I almost drowned. My late mom heard me and asked what is wrong and I told her , and she said what all moms would say , just give it more time you will feel better soon. I did , my back healed , my late mom was right , the year was 1983. I have not cried since , I told my T I want to cry , I need the emotion so I can live.

I am the stone without moister , in Catholicism I guess you could call me the rock that does not bleed when punctured.

That is why I am getting help , not just to learn to cry , but to live.

All I really want is a happy life and not just a happy face behind a sad soul.

Be well my friends , for you are all in my thoughts.

Keyplayer. 