You are not broken by what happened to you. You are in the right place. Im sending hugs your way.

You can overcome lots of this. Have you seen a therapist yet? i know it helps me. And it helps to be with my friends here at pc. they are the best people all grouped up into one.

Just take a deep breath. and start journaling. it also helps me. Anything I can answer for you i will. pm me anytime.

Colleen