Yesterday my IOP pdoc prescribed a zyprexa PRN for agitation, which Ive had pretty severely lately fluctuating between depression and mixed mania. Well I go to pick it up and the pharmacy say I cant get it until at least Monday because it needs to be pre authorized. WHAT THE ****?!?! I was ready to go ape **** on the pharmacy technician so I ran out and flipped out in the car. My mom might have some locked up from last time I took it but she hasn't looked yet.
If my agitation gets any worse I'm going to go to the ER and say the pharmacy wont give me my meds.
On a related note I cant stand the IOP in this state. It's wayyyy too overstimulating. It's loud and people are obnoxious. Lately its been taking everything in me to not scream SHUT THE **** UP.
Bipolar sucks. Life sucks. I'm out
/rant