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Old Dec 09, 2017, 01:08 PM
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Originally Posted by Aliceiw View Post
I would have told myself that it does get better and I wasn't always going to be a train wreck destined to repeat all of my old problems in cycles. There have been times in my past that I felt like I'd never get better, I'd never be normal, I'd never do anything of anything. I'd like to give my old self a little hope, maybe I would have been kinder to myself and not done stupid things because I didn't think I deserved more.
This is where I am right now... feeling that I'll never get better. I'll never have a normal social life. I'll always be alone, depressed and fearful of the future.
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