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Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight
I guess it's more that I want the dependence to go away, the neediness, the sitting here thinking, "Why hasn't he responded to my e-mail?" Thinking about him all the time.... I want to eventually feel OK with no longer seeing him. I thought I was getting to that point recently, but now not so sure... I mean, maybe this is just part of working through the end of it, being like, "OK it's going away--wait, no, I'm not ready, still really attached!"
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How much of that is the transference, though, and how much is your OCD? I think the two feed into each other, and maybe making some change in how the OCD is handled would help—different medication, focusing on it in therapy, because it causes issues in other areas of your life, too, I gather.