Accept the diagnosis and take the damn medicine! Denial will only cause strife for you and those close to you. Long term denial may do irreparable harm to relationships.
You aren't ever going to be able to drink responsibly. Quit starting back when you think you have it under control. You don't.
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|Up and down
|And in the end it's only round and round
|Pink Floyd - Us and Them
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|bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD
|lamictal, straterra
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