I feel so terrible. I keep hurting people that I care about. I don't do this on purpose. I never mean for it to happen but it keeps happening. It makes me feel like I'm a bad person. I feel sad and depressed because of it. Why does this keep happening to me? One person who I love so much now feels not loved, not enough and like they can never make me happy and the other person feels they always get screwed, not loved, not capable of being loved and ugly. Knowing that I cause them to feel this way makes me feel sad, depressed, anxious, not deserving, worthless and crappy. I just don't know what to do anymore. I just want to not screw up stuff so much. I guess I should stop trying to make friends.