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Old Dec 09, 2017, 07:25 PM
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I understand completely how you feel. I've spent the last 3 months in bed, only showering once a week, trying to will myself to change things, not being able to, wondering what's the point, wishing something would just kill me already...

I don't know what happened or if finally I just snapped in like a good way but I started researching some symptoms that I have that I haven't really talked to my doctor about and realized that I had developed avoidance coping behaviors....knowing what was happening to me has helped me get a bit of a fresh outlook and I've been feeling a little more optimistic. Not better...just like maybe there's hope again.

But regardless, I wanted you to know that i know EXACTLY how you feel and I'm sending some healing thoughts your way. Hoping you get 2 days out of 60 this time.

(((Null)))

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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.

Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien

Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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