I deal with a lot of stuff that doesn’t make sense to me. Like delusions and paranoia and weird thoughts. My doctor says I’m not bipolar though. Or psychotic. Both my therapist and him tell me I’m fine and don’t really take my concerns seriously. If I bring up a concern their response is usually “are you googling your symptoms?” And since I work and seem “totally fine” I really don’t get much help from them except they are lowering my meds. Which I’m doing ok with, but I’d like to get a little bit more support and answers.

I’m pretty much on my own.

I personally think I might be in the schizophrenia family, but hell they will never believe it.

I was told one time I wouldn’t be told my diagnosis because I would then act that way.