Just as someone else in another thread said that they feel their interactions with others are mental and feel robotic, so do I.

I just realized tonight that a couple of people that I work with, my relationship with them is very stale. There is absolutely no connection with them at all, or any feelings for them whatsoever. Both from me, and from them.

They're good people, and I've known them almost 6 months and we have talked a lot. But what kind of hit me tonight was, that is how I feel about 99.95% of people that I meet.

This is relevant to this thread, because I was thinking this evening, that I really think that is how a romantic relationship would feel to me at this point. Emotionally stale. Neither exciting, nor interesting, nor fulfilling.

My interactions with people feel just like that. Just robotic and going through the motions, and unable to feel anything deeply for anyone.

And to be honest, tonight I was thinking that I would much rather long for and want a relationship than actually have one and deal with disappointment.

Just some thoughts I was having.