it was anniversary to my first Sexual Assault yesterday....which happens to be my mothers birthday!

I was 19....it was many years ago I was drunk and drugged I had nightmares about it last night and the night before...

people think its all a ray of sunshine that people don't struggle with this type of stuff which is just phenomenally crazy.

I am sick of telling people about it I did get counselling for it and everything but the memories come slowly back as the years go on.