I actually saw a news article recently that said some meds are cheaper than insurance but unless we ask the pharmacist can't tell us that. I've had a few times that I was waiting for an appeal and the med cost $5. It makes no sense at all that the pharmacist just can't tell you that.

I'm sorry you are suffering. Are you still taking clozapine? could that dosage be increased a bit? We increased mine recently and it stopped everything dead in its' tracks.