Pennkid,

I have a lot of the same symptoms you are describing. I do go to work. I'm lucky there that I have a desk job without pressure. I do a lot of just sitting and staring. I have a hard time with reality. I can't watch the news or read the newspaper. I can't deal with the bad news. The women at work seem to like to talk about devastating news, I get goose bumps and have to block it out. I can't handle it. I try to exercise, but when I get home I am totally exhausted. Sometimes I get up early and walk my treadmill before work. I'm trying to get me mind on projects at home. I don't want to talk to anyone or go anywhere. I just want to be alone. I feel so disconnected.

Thanks for the information and also spiritual emergency you have given a lot of good info too. Thank you.