I have finally started to come out of depression (starting to have more good days than bad), but I notice I keep having extreme paranoia about being poisoned.
This is a paranoia I have had since I was a kid, I think it started when I saw the sixth sense. But lately I've found myself like actually freaking out about it. I don't normally worry at restaurants, it's when my parents make me things. Like if my dad makes me a drink and hands it to me, I have to physically force myself to drink it even though inside my anxiety is screaming.
There is 0% reason to believe my parents would ever poison me they love me more than anything and have been so supportive during my time in the hospital and dealing with my mental health.
Anyways, my question is if this is something that I should call my pdoc about? I don't have an appointment with her until like a month from now. I'm not currently on an antipsychotic because the last one I was on gave me severe side effects. Is this reason enough for me to be on one?
I just don't want for this to be a sign I'm going downhill again and I just ignore it.
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Bipolar 2 w/ psychotic features
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