You're on a bunch of meds so talking to your pdoc about feeling flat and making an adjustment seems like a worthwhile step.

It may not be possible to distinguish what you are feeling from a chronic low grade depression. I'd really like to hear other peoples opinions on that.

I haven't felt normal emotions in so long that I've forgotten what that might feel like, but each day I am thankful not to be psychotic or manic or both. But it is just surviving.

Do you have hope for your future?