Hi friend,

I'm sorry you feel that way :/
School can be HARD and really sucky sometimes.

Have you thought about taking less classes? That's what I've had to do. If getting your degree is really important to you, there is no shame in taking longer to get it.
If it's not all that important to you, there is also no shame in choosing a different path. Everyone is different.

I hope you don't feel like you are doomed to repeat the past.

As someone smart once said:
If you change nothing, nothing will change.

So I hope you can find what is right for you.
Keep pushing forward, my friend.

Good luck!