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Originally Posted by CepheidVariable
Could you not have to hold everyone else up for now? Even if just for one day? People have a responsibility to and for themselves as well. All we can do is support one another with whatever capacity we currently have.
It's not all on you. It can't be.  |
I tell myself to do that, I've succeeded a time or two. If I'm not there, who would be? I let myself step back from my little sister...
And I wasn't there.
When it comes right down to it, I almost feel like everyone's racing towards the end instead of fighting to stick around. And I'm not any better and I know I hide so much from everyone. They all think I'm bullet proof. The only one who doesn't has shut me out for the same reason I pushed everyone away from this side of me. What happens when it's not just a side, anymore? What happens when it's just me?
Why does everyone around me give up? Why do they think I'm so damn strong when I'm falling apart right in front of them? Why can't they see it?
I feel like such a selfish ****, but why can't they hold me this time? Why can't they be strong?