Last session it felt like she was giving up on me. She said she felt stuck, and wasn't sure I was getting my moneys worth or something along that line. She didn't say it directly, but basically I haven't made any progress.

I don't think I could like anyone more than I like her, and after my first therapist I'm not willing to risk another bad experience with one.
I feel kinda like therapy isn't for me and maybe I'm untreatable. Or that it will be a huge exhausting task to find another one and I'm not sure I'd make it that far. I feel like I'd just start building more barriers because of failing in therapy.