Perhaps but I don't think necessary. When I was delusional I suspected I was too. I understood something wasn't quite right but, as the delusion was leading me to live a very exciting life I was happy to go along with it. It was only when I crashed that I understood it was even worse than I had given it credit for and I sought help.

Aquiverly - are other people aware of this? Do you have a support network you can fall back on regarding this?