I haven’t visited in a while but i’m a little upset now. I had my psych appt. today, (i also see a therapist/counselor but haven’t in a month) and i’m a little unsettled about my dx! she didn’t say much about anything i was saying just doing something on her laptop and my appt was over. she did imply that i talk to my therapist but what is she there for? just to Rx meds? Since i was already seeing my counselor before seeing my psych, i basically came in and told her that it was said i was bipolar. she never officially diagnosed me herself, just on to the med trial. Today i decided i don’t think meds are working and without recommendations, stated facts OR opinions, i had the choice of no meds or change meds. I said i didn’t want the meds, because i don’t, but she’s the doctor, why am i coming if i’m making my own decisions for treatment. Am i even bipolar cause i certainly don’t feel good that i’m being taken serious!! And i mostly talk to my counselor about life, so maybe my problems are more personal and not mental. maybe she’s just convinced me that i’m bipolar and this med doctor runs with it and chose a med for me! they haven’t had any communication with one another on my dx sooooo IDK ANYMORE!
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