I asked my T if anyone was sick in her family that she was distracted last week. She said "no." I said I had to pay $100 for her being distracted. Maybe I shouldn't have to pay. She said something about being human and it happens, but she offered to give me my check back. I refused because I thought maybe I was wrong. She also reminded me that her fee is $160 or $165 now( I forgot which) but we have an agreement even though she knows I can pay more. (True. I told her about my finances)

So, I could have gotten my $100 back but the truth is, I don't think any session is worth that much. I told her most people have insurance but she said they don't. They pay her $160.

I'm feeling crummy because of my health and other stuff. T thinks I shouldn't do something I'm doing but I feel like a failure if I don't. Sorry it's about other people so I'm not going to post about the situation I'm in. Maybe I would say in a PM but not sure.

But, for this thread: do you think I should have taken my check back? T was perfectly willing but she didn't offer first so I feel it's not quite right for me to do it.